dolors #33
« Go backMy mound returns the venom - with interest The lips
Are not exactly pursed The eyes askance speak
Of modes of indirection as if they represent
Some kind of hone Ergo one wanders away into the night
Dropping apart slice by slice Meets gruesome death
With a grin that is not so readily ascribable How did it happen
The citizenry want to know We were content with glances
Loaded with suspicion & disapproval Mothers entreating
Their children to come way Quickly darling Now we are as if
Trapped outside with each other Some handle or other
once so sophisticated
Having broken off in our frantic mitts Tones seem far off
& not at all descriptive People call to each other in the streets
In garbled incomprehensible phrases I mean
“Birdshitcoloredmotherfucker” could mean anything Then an
Old acquaintance dawdles past a couple of times Guessing at last
That he is simply too slow to recognize It is the same story
All over They say our horizons are reduced There is room enough only
For a coin operated machine Which is forever in the process of being
Vandalized Now it turns out to have been awful of us to want so much
To be coddled Why it has become for us in these times the zenith
Of all opprobria Others say nadir Whatever On & on
As if nothing else matters Keep putting up todays posters
Over yesterdays posters Soon the credits will roll The lights go up
& a gaunt youth sidle out of nowhere feigning to deal with
The detritus left in our wake One look at his face tells us
He is paid to show Not to give a shit For at his age
He knows the score One of the buddies always dies in the end Leaving
The other holding a bucket full of glue There is even a song about it This
Chary everything Hanging over our heads like a universal pall
