dolors #1 - 9
Posted in Uncategorized on January 12th, 20071/
My mound lies down with dogs - aloha smazy
Twilight, conversation Arf arf Oh hi
Sister augustine Are those ravages of dawn
New I was just on my way to america (cliche)
To get loaded in some paradisiacal dive Would i
Choose the unobstructed view of a brick wall the miracle
Just look at how it broods of another day passed
Love me love my moods without getting slapped
Nay but i toast thee smash my empty glass down
I do not die as usual it is almost
The blackest of black habits to keep turning up here
At the window My god who can deny
Id be better off drunk in the good old u s of a
Than nursing this deteriorating vision of fired clay And
Still they cannot see why For no one
Has stuck up a flashing neon sign At a pinch
a dark sloppy whisper
Blots out passage Thats its job but at least
This is no administration to piss on
A guys aspirations spiritually or as you would know
From your own experience sister upon some chronic evening mortifying
The tits off us contrariwise Did i
Lose it back there these sheets were like pages
Of poetry you rip to shreds for the joy
Of ripping them to shreds Not that it isnt all here
For you to bring it out in me All set
To pat my pockets turning from this window
To you at last smiling What a moment To sense you
In the fold of these arms so willing To have nothing
Behind me to fall back across Though the scars are not unreal
2/
My mound sways in the tree tops - for so weary
Am i of gazing away up there & of all this
Even nonsense of argument every bone
In my head cries out if only peace
Had ears burning at the sides of this excrescence
That is my face What we wouldnt give etc Only then
Are they tickled The point being somewhat less
Than notching My discomfiture more & more pronounced
Scarcely With some sort of plum in its mouth
swish!
Goes without saying though that i cherish
These little forays The inch given the mile
Taken the flies gaping into a trashy pastel glow I
Yeah Remember to make a note of that Nothing is burked
& sallying forth portrait dun contretemps under the arm Sweet
Occasional creature lay down
That excuse for a cutlass And that And that
Is as far as it goes Time passed of course Played house
With my fair share of lonely stick figures
Sorry asses all
Where my crumpled spectacles were concerned Let me
Remove them for once who knows talk about
A different perspective on things How long
Had i gone about considering a skull
Is for nudging Perhaps posting one of them
A greeting card to express warm thoughts
On their special day A potted hairy mallow
Plummeting so many floors to the sidewalk
Yes sir we have levity but at what price Crazy wise
Cracking town out there Eyes to see what a fright you are
3/
My mound tiptoes through tulips - rough drafts do
Shake the darling buds of may Been there to be
Hilly To turn without gripping This plant would do well
Always & everywhere in clayey soil Forking it out for
Trample down thought I have never told you this
But i saw you that baleful morn Oh so you know No need
For me to go on & on Singing for my supper Rooted to this
Desolate platform plucking on an ill fed animal No
That was you alright And i suppose we are at last
Known associates But i sure could use some desultory
Pie & coffee Brother what i am tired of
Gnawing on Hurts donut This cheesy train station
Decor A regular little mickey chekov Crooning
alter me
In a burn & trough of images
Kills the image It is a classic and night wears on
Lie down & take it Fall again into fitful slumber
Dreaming hindered by a style A way of running away
It is all my fault solitude strewn
Over each and every finger You are not really
Free Not really a peach (should you dare to be)
Of stolen discretion Minor sevenths Une
Jogeuse dans le parc Who is climbing in this
Disport could she be sure Questions Nothing more
Than questions Trying to forget my questions
Of love And look my whole hand in the end There
Were many volumes The tide going out
Kind of registered disgust with me I couldnt help it
Too many presidents are bad for your eyesight And the
Cherry florist is in sitwell arcade ph 2007 1601
4/
My mound sleeps it off on the back seat - hell the only way
Not to worry is not to worry You do me better
Than i do myself shed murmur and wed smile
At the ambiguity of it all The midnight florist
Where is that again shed tease But i love
Liquorice id reply Then just as soon you are above it
All Arent patterns fascinating There is one now
To the opening & closing of drawers This dressing
Thing is so catchy Just dont ask me what it signifies
Dear A crane falls out of the sky one evening injures
Three prostitutes It is smoke a cigarette altitude
but you love the stuff
At variance I shouldnt think so will never touch another
Drop You believe me dont you captain I lost my voice
Singing the internationale They found it in some hobos ear
Only he werent no real hobo Papers half paper
Cut Wont you be all mine you slut Oh is there no end
To all the fryin poachin The percolatin Aint it
Asking too much of the stars
To give a shit about us Film noir butterflies
Dont come along everyday when suddenly
Closely inspect that rim Hm what did i tell you
These toys will make some children very happy Meanwhile
We grow accustomed to its face The war paint etc
And the rivers flow All roads lead to patience &
Thrift This immense and little populated land i wonder
Is it a step up to hope from there A pigs knuckle
In the steam twinkling ironically so or is it only
Me My “imagination” Coughed up here it is all i can
Do not to forget to weep Head in hands upon the stoop
5/
My mound isnt supposed to like it - they are not actual
Caves of course The little churl in his hollywood
Bungalow Look those are stairs
That were his eyes Whatever it is it is
Spreading Whatever it may be the tone is upon you
To render it an insult There are elements to the enigma
& some of them are final These early hours are consecrated
To your education Hard blows enrich you Oh my god
When i look in the mirror you exist
A severe infant You can keep your rotten bike
This cosmos
Is just a droplet left in the bottom of a tumbler
I have drained at a gulp Ha And when you
Finally reach that pole you may discover my flag
In the spiked ice that i claim in the eternal name
Of petulance Dont snuffle so Frigging garrulity
Everywhere you go A wave of small towns life
Below eaves It was no dream your books
Lay scattered all around Open on top of
Inside each other We strung together whole minutes
In ghastly appreciation Could not seem to budge This mall
Isnt big enough for the both of us and cat stevens
For flute a bec A crumb of roquefort Who placed that
There He is poorer than ever Remember him Someday
He will learn to paint beyond the colon & this
Is the beauty of the past For now he is coolly
Dividing his time between the city & the
island
There people know him simply as “carnoy” He would grin &
Bear such expressions as these You can tell that by the photograph
6/
My mound applauds a rose - i cannot think
What has gotten into it A secret handshake of some kind You
Cannot say the words i long to hear Wake up
To make up And in these stalls cretins
Once aspired to a modicum of glibness As in
The outside world not a second ticked by
That the kid was not sold on something Revolution
Sticks & stones Spicks & specks You know
The kid She lives in slits
twang painfully
Eat scampering Pearls hit the fan How goes it
A whit to beauty before ages Spat out like a flower
Of the trail Precious heartless
Wonderful cruel You Me too Boom sha la la lo
Like lovers Of our own device Stop that i should be
Studying sparks will fly drool i am meant to be assuming
Something Hithering weights Mademoiselle it is moonlight
Cowering in consonance Dogs balls Inertia much
Has spared thee Untimely zeal To impasto
With ancient implications to scent in some halcyon tome
Only the mysteries are all washed out of it with emotion If not
Hard work & right thinking Then i would have to be incredulous
Of my ability to smell the freshness in such circumstances One
So ratified by touching a sacred object A strange machine Not even
Virtual Still i shall woo them with my wooden leg &
Moulting gravy french I do not mean the telephone book
In all fairness The alphabet for fucks sake grace to live &
Paddle in the atmosphere of his den That is correct it triples
Etc Imaginatively leaves fall on a bridge Today you are this
Troublesome individual whom fate has such a time announcing
7/
My mound will consider your request - and the mists
Of surrounding text are definitive People you once
Thought you knew gave themselves over wholly
To orgies of self doubt Trust me
You have not clutched at anything so special of late A
Cross between paralyzing shyness The inner demands
To avoid it at all costs Now will you leave me I
Have a head to bury grisly thing I
Wonder you will Thingsll happen
When you are trying to be quiet Reading without
Moving your lips They swim I am thinking how
Could they in a lyric wretchedness Suppressing what is
“left” “blank” “entwined” I am only obsessed
With the way pleasure transforms
Your features as you lean out to me
Leaving the rest of you behind Hey
What is going on back there Sunshine Better than
Sunshine to me And as for the “real” sun blind
Syphilitic No comment Clink greenly Never heard of him
so climb those steps
As you mean to descend them
Into childish horror Then nothing was quite so pretty
As deicide in the morning Banging meditatively
Against a mildewed fresco how do you like your
Gritty roman Shove a cork in it smells hungry
In here Then at midnight i will steal your soul traveling
Back through time I will shoot you on location
In portugal through a hole in the anus Uh huh that is
A brilliant remark In pieces On raw skin The frozen
Cemetary earth So many have died So you keep saying
8/
My mound makes rash claims - gosh i have
Nowhere to squeeze it All that about “occult” power its
Secret & seed of knowledge You have the advantage
Of me I have the opposite standing here standing me Now
I realize i never knew how to act
In a swarm And as a scalpel is to the comic
So is a violin to rape of the evening ahead Dump it
There in the foil which may be folded
So artistically Someone is bound to despise you for it
Lets not kid ourselves here Lets go get a beer
All these martinis are making me dry Now that is a machine
Slouched at its desk clawing gunk
Out of its ear Wishing it could be like you
Bark like you bite Call it anything but dont call it late
For erstwhile mush Is it so very late 10:15 pm
A cold & gusty night in late spring In that event
Quite Late enough for a sniff My word arent we shepherding
Experience into the blender Dont tell me so much loneliness
Diving off the end of an ironing board into some mythical river No
I grew up there someone says Ah someone You drone You
Meet a stranger & right away launch into an anecdote
Involving your liver or your kidneys You dogs dinner
Mercy where is cool water without you lapping it up I mean
Mercy it is clearly the theme of the day Coming & going
Tinnitus of the lower abdominal region But if they expect me
To drop everything for a lousy hoop
is anybodys guess there three
Lines to go Make that two & a half Even less What
A trick It works & if it doesn’t i never meant it to But theres
An even trickier trick coming up said the mosquito with eyebrows
9/
My mound says that is very good i will not touch it - this un
Fortunate tendency you have but
At my age Gadzooks Other nights i sit up
Reading it & cackle Cackle like a witch Tchin tchin
Let us clink intellects naturally i am no witch perish the thought
Then again thats entertainment This one goes out to all you
Lackadaisical bathers out there Concerning dammit Scatological
Glees Then picture this your planet after all sss
Moking peacefully Newsflash 4 pack of irish ale
Trumps secondhand portable thoreau I wont tell you again
get those lugubrious balls
Off the table We may have failed but we dont have to
Live like this Suggestion it youre going for the sad pizza
Pie effect work droopier w/ less “anchovies” spake
Zarathustra Less is “more” Got tell it to the mountain
& if that doesn’t pan out get a summer job teaching
Baguettes the backstroke Wake up one morning to find
That leaves so mysteriously
Are turning But what sign of nature is this like
Bazoombas in the periscope when we are far if ever from any
Charted shore (groan) I will be glad when this matinee is over Just
A steamy pile of guts & garters propped up in a corner chez
Who cares The house of do not pester me with that or the other etc
The front porch of forgive me but i harbor no such intention dot
Dot dot (sigh) Not tonight But close That woozy instant before deciding
I shant care Into the trivial round which as they say is no objection For as
Bugs saunter in & out of a choric intensity you must admit
That the dream is at least loud And with a runaway trolley load of
Fishy delight abroad anyone might end up wearing it Yet possessed of no
Especial dexterity you hunch in a kind of agony till the tip glows

